My 2nd oral surgeon

Yesterday, when i went to met d Dentist n decided to did the surgery, d nurse straight away asking me whether i would like to have the Dr. did it himself or practical dentist student because she said i have to pay for rm150 if i choose the Dr. and without further a do n since due to my past experience, i choose Dr...regardless of the amount that i have to paid.

When i came in this morning, they ask me to enter d surgery room n waited for d Dr to come in and so suddenly i heard his calling for someone which i dont even know who n when he came in, d Dr says this is my practical student n his going to get u prepared for d surgeon n i was like, okayyy preparing things its ok but not doing d surgery definitely as what being set up yesterday. so they started to covered up my body n my faces excluding the mouth area definitely n i can only hear things happen since my eyes being covered as well.

Based on what i hear, this is what happened during the surgery : 

Phase 1 : Bius by practical student

Student : kak, i akan start dengan bius dulu, ok..lepas ni Dr akan continue with d surgery...

Me : okay...

alhamdulillah everything when well even sakit sikit n do u wanna know what, my lips berdarah sikit because d student a bit careless on handling d surgery tool tp Dr da cover it up with vaseline...duhh...

Phase 2 : Cutting d gum by Dr.

Dr : Azlin, r u ok?

Me : yes (but pronounce dalam keadaan mulut ternganga)

*dalam hati Doc, how can people answer ur question in this kind of situation?

Dr : ok done, look how nice its being done (puji diri sendiri ek, Doc? takpela alhamdulillah if its went well)

Dr : ok proceed on d next phase...

Me (dlm hati): heh? r u talking to me or what? 

Student : ok doc

then, i was like..what???!!! i tot u r going to finish it n d students will only do d 1st phase...

Phase 3 : Cutting d wisdom teeth by practical student

Student : Kak Azlin, r u ok?

Me : nyilu (again dalam keadaan mulut ternganga n u may try to pronouce it if u want to hehehe)

n as i remembered, everytime i said those magic word "nyilu" setiap kali tu jugak my gums akan dibius...klau ikutkan mmg terasa sakit sikit la kan even da dibius but rather than terasa nyilu mase gigi kene potong, baik dibius sampai tak rase ape2....


klau tengok pada pic kat bawah ni, my wisdom teeth was in angular position cume die da keluar dr gusi... -_-"

base on ape yg sendiri rase, it was like the teethe being cut 3 parts....Dr. said kaki gigi saye panjang sangat n there's small piece yg tak bole nk keluarkan sebab terlalu dekat dgn saraf takut effect mata so what else should i say rather than ok since i bet he knows more than i do, kan?


Phase 4 : Pulling out the wisdom teeth by Dr


As in this phase, kepala definitely akan ke kiri dan ke kanan ye...bukan senang nk pull out gig bongsu ni..same macam anak bongsu, ngengade lebih siket...hehehe


Phase 5 : Stitch the gum by practical student


Student : braper byk jahitan ni kite nk kene buat kak **asking to nurse yg assist d surgery
Nurse : 3 cukup ...
Student : ok, 3...kak azlin, kite da nak jahit ni ye...nanti dtg balik kite bukak jahitan ni...
Me : glup... **dlm hati (bkn nanti benang tu patut cabut sendiri ek, like before)
Student : ok, da siap..kak azlin boleh bangun n nanti amik ubat, habiskan antibiotik n kite jumpe next week...


**outside the surgery room


Dr : Sorry i have to let my student did some part of surgery sebab i nak die belajar...
Me : ermmmm << dah tu nk ckp camne muke sebelah tengah kebas sebab byk kali kene bius..duhhh...
Me : payment?
Dr : dint have to sebab i tak buat, but my student did so FOC
Me : okay, tq...

Sakit gigi ~_~

Since bulan puase, i had a weird pain in my mouth. Never felt it before n asking around n majority of people dat i met ckp i might had gigi berlubang n straight away tanye, sakit tak klau kene tampal?n definitely i was hoping ramai orang kate tak, tapi tidaks...ramai yg kate sakit!!! adoi, mcm mane la ni..nk tampal, bulan puase, so tahan la selagi bole...

And as for today, since i cant stand the pain anymore, i decided to go to Klinik Gigi, UiTM Shah Alam n ask for my friends who was 1 of the Dr., there to do the checking n she did but unfortunately, nothing much she can do unless asking me to go to the Dentistry Faculty where major problem on dentist will be handle there n i went straight to the Dentistry Faculty for checkup.

Once i reach at the Dentistry Faculty which was actually sharing a building with my own faculty in UiTM Shah Alam, they did an x-ray n i was amaze of the technology that they are using there because it kinda different from other clinics that still using the old way of x-ray n then d Dr. show me the results n its clearly shown that my gigi bongsu memang senget n menolak gigi sebelahnye n gigi berlubang tu adalah gigi yang di sebelah gigi bongsu since ade ruang kecil yang membolehkan mknn senang masuk tp susah nk keluar...so d Dr. give me 3 options :

1. buang gigi bongsu n tampal gigi berlubang

2. buang gigi yang berlubang n biarkan gigi bongsu tu tumbuh senget

3. tak payah buat ape2, mkn ubat tahan sakit everytime sakit..hehehe

From all 3 options, definitely im not gonna take d risk to choose no 3...no 2, akan menyebabkan gigi sy rongak di tengah2 walaupun tak nampak tapi rasenye lagi senang mknn nk tersangkut if i choose dat options. so i decided to choose no 1. n d Dr. ask me, you already did ur 1st surgeon rite? so u mesti tau rase die mcm mane... :) n i was like smiling n answer, yes i do...dalam hati dup dap dup dap sbb i know its going to be hurt but when i think back again, y not sakit sekejap dari sakit selamenye kan?Nak tau, my experience on 1st surgeon? here we go...

The 1st oral surgeon was actually not a surgeon, since Dr. kate she can just took it off like normal teeth so what else should i say unless ok, since she's d expert n im d patient, kan?so let her do her job n definitely it was really really really hurt sebb gigi tu masih kukuh n tak goyang plus itu gigi geraham!!! imagine how d Dr. did, ok...she was like treating it in a way macam mane die cabut gigi yg dah longgar yang biase so my head like going left n right, left n right over n over! n after almost 10 minutes, she show me d teeth n even im not a Dr., i know that gigi geraham supposedly have 4 "legs" tapi kenape ade 3 je, Dr.? then d Dr was like, hah? gosh! Dr.???? then she said its ok, im gonna give a medicine so that 1 kaki yg tertinggal tu akan terhakis n i was like...what??? klau baki gigi dalam gusi le terhakis lepas mkn ubat tu, how about gigi yg atas gusi ni?tak terhakis sekali ke? tapi nak buat mcm mane kan, mase tu, soalan tu cume ade dalam kepala n tak terkeluar utk bertanya...

After about 2 months, i had a bad migrain over n over n even my gums bekas buang gigi bongsu pun membengkak n sebab tak bole tahan sakit, i went to a different clinics and once he did d x-ray, he said that bekas tempat gigi bongsu yang tertinggal tu da jasi daging busuk n i was like, what??? n d only way to solve it is by did a minor surgery to cut off the meat then tutup gusi tu balik...since i cant stands d pain, nak tak nak i have to proceed with d surgery n yes it was really hurts once ubat bius da habis n rase macam nk menjerit tapi takle sebab tak bole nk bukak mulut besar since jahitan pada gusi tu takut terbukak...huhuuuu T_T


Luv,

Ramadhan Terakhir Bersamanya

Innalillahiwainnailaihiraji'un....Daripada Dia kita datang, kepadaNya kita akan kembali...

Orang tua2 kata, kalau mata belah kiri berkedip tandanya ada sesuatu yang buruk akan berlaku...im not saying that im 100% trust on the says but kadang-kadang ade kebenarannya...almost 1 week mata belah kiri tak berhenti berkedip n i keep on telling this to my housemate. "kenape lah mate kiri lin ni asyik berkedip, mas? rase tak selesa pulak, ade bende tak best nk jadi ke ni?" ...

Kebetulan minggu ni da start final exam n since i know that im going to be assign to invigilate exam during any weekends, so tak beli tiket balik macam biase...and not just for a week but for the whole incoming weekend...hati rase sgt berat nk beli tiket dunno y...my mizzles pulak tak kurang2 n keep on telling my hubby that i would like to take mc n balik rumah even da bgtau family last week, this weekend im not going home sbb bakal invigilate final exam but since my hubby said no then, my weekend was in SP with my housemate which kebetulan her invigilation schedule pun jatuh pada weekend yg same but d only difference, she's going to invigilate on friday n im on saturday...

Yesterday, lepas ummi bgtau info baru mengenai pesakit kanser which they are not suppose to lay down flat like normal people did when sleeping, my hubby terus amalkan even for a while sebab kami tahu info ni dah lambat n no wonder mama susah nk bangun lepas baring...but bile dapat tengok pic yang my hubby sent, it does shows that she still have d effort untuk lawan sakitnya walaupun untuk seketika dan terus terang sy bgtau, gambar yang di sent sekali imbas betul2 nampak macam arwah datuk saya dan sy tergamam jugak sekejap mase tengok gambar tu.

Pagi jumaat kali ni adalah pagi jumaat yang berlainan dari pagi jumaat sebelum ni. pagi kali ni saya bangun tanpa alarm, tanpa sesiap yang kejutkan sebelum subuh dan terlelap kembali selepas habis azan subuh dan saya dikejutkan kembali dengan satu suara yang mmg sy kenal panggil name saya...suara tu suara mama...saye bangun dalam keadaan pelik sebab pertama kali saya dengar suara org yang takde dekat sekeliling memanggil kita, betul kan? tapi untuk menyedapkan hati, sy anggap tu sebagai mimpi...

Jam 8pg, my hubby call me n i was like terkejut sebab terlajak tidur n i tot die nak ckp i lambat kejutkan die utk pergi keje but not this time...after i said sorry, my hubby terus bgtau yg mama da tak sedar n feels like ade petir menyambar kejap sebab i was not there by his side to help melainkan asking him to call my mom n definitely by that time terpakse kejutkan my housemate sebab kebetulan her car is blocking my car n tell her that i should drive back home immediately. by the time everything was ready untuk balik, i called back my hubby n he said, mama dah takde...n sekali lagi no one can describe my feelings n my situation at that time... Ya Allah, kenape semua ini berlaku waktu aku tiada ditempat yang sepatutnya? Apakah maksud ujian mu, Ya Allah... hanya ayat ni yang mampu keluar dari dalam mulut sepanjang perjalanan balik ke Klang yang mengambil mase kurang dari 4 jam perjalanan. Speed trap? saya perasan yang saya mmg ade potong 2 kereta polis mase drive di highway n definitely ive being stopped by d police officer dekat 1 roadblock area perak which i cant even remember d exact place n d police officer ask me, "Kenape cik bawak kereta laju sangat" , "Saya minta maaf tp saya terpakse sebab mak mertua saya meninggal di Klang dan saye perlu sampai sebelum jenazah dikebumikan", "Oww, maafkan saya, takpela kalau macam tu, cik boleh pergi cepat", "Terima kasih, encik"....

Waktu dalam perjalanan, tak terkira berapa ramai yang telefon termasuk saya sendiri. Panggilan demi panggilan saya buat untuk tau perjalanan didalam rumah. tepat jam 12.45 tghari, saya sampai dan dari jauh takde sorang pun saya mampu nak cam sebab fikiran saya masih melayang sampai saya terdengar 1 suara yang panggil name saya dan saya cukup kenal suara tu, suara nenek....org kedua, adalah papa dan kemudian ibu...mama?saya diberitahu jenazah mama baru dibawak keluar dalam 5 minit sebelum saya sampai dan diarah bersiap untuk ke tanah perkuburan kerana jenazah mama akan dikebumikan selepas solat jumaat.

Mama, semoga roh mama tenang disana, tidak lagi rase sakit macam mane mama rase sejak pertama kali mama dikesan menghidap kanser serviks. semoga mama ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yg beriman dan mama, nantikan kami disana dan semoga kita akan dimasukkan di dalam syurga bersama-sama...amin

Luv,

Mizzles

After a few days, n went to 2 clinics then only saya dapat jawapan yang agak meyakinkan what actually happen to me... I cant really accept ape yang 1st doctor tell me, even i think if u are in my place, you wont feel satisfy too...he said that, the reason i got the allergic is because of im allergic to the air and when he said that im allergic to the air that i breathe, i was like...erk? r u serious? kalau cakap im allergic to the current weather yg lembab or jerebu yg ade lately bole lagi kot nak terima instead of just saying AIR @ UDARA....duhh!

The 2nd doctor,  a lil bit more explanation which maybe because there's no one waiting in the clinic at the moment and yes, i like the way he explain the things to me instead of just see n make a conclusion what happen. As for this time, the doctor said i might berjangkit dengan my deary Aliff with his mizzles...adeh, ingat baby je kene mizzles and i tot kalau da pernah kene demam campak before, then it wont berjangkit lagi....and this time, i was given antibiotic which was not been given by the 1st doctor...kinda weird kan?

2nd doctor bagi mase 2 hari untuk ok...klau tak, datang la lagi cume harap2 tak kene admit kat hospital sebab saya takut tido hospital hehehe....

So, as conclusion...agak2 boleh ke saye nk buat makan-makan esok ni? hermm..takut kang berjangkit kat sume orang n ade plak kene amik mc tak jawab final exam...hermmm doakan saya ok hari ni so esok saye le masak....kay?

Luv,

Thank you...

Finally, when decision been made step by step new things will be created and for this time, im gonna have a new dedicated blog to talk and share my experience and life as a lecturer....

Pejam celik pejam celik, da masuk tahun ke-3 ive being working as lecturer in UiTM. Eventhough it was not as part of what i wanna be but im still here and im here because of someone that I love the most in my life. Scarifying things that i love to do the most is something that really hard to do but nothing could replace the happiness and make the person who u love the most to be proud of what he/she sees...

Being in the 3rd years here, im starting to adapt things that i did and teach myself to love everything that i did and i do really hope the past experience that i have could make me to grow and be more matured in dealing things in my life.

Lastly, to my beloved students...without you, i wont be standing in the same place i did in the last 3 years...without your love, i wont be smiling when i cried...without your support, i wont be as tough as everyone could see throughout the years...thank you for being my wonderful students....

Luv,